"he told me how he still thinks about me and jerks off to me"
I am legitimately disturbed. Or rather, he is disturbed. The engineer sounds like a Grade-A schmuck. What is it that possesses you to talk so much to the engineer lately? I don't say that as an accusation, but as a serious question you should ask yourself. Then again, I only know a small part of the overall story, little snippets that I pick up on by these tumblr excerpts you post, so maybe there is more to it. The realization that he misses you SHOULD make you feel good, but don't mistake that for a continuation of your feelings for him if that isn't the case.
Anyway, I got one of these tumblrs. Then quickly realized I was in the minority in a site occupied by 97% women. Yikes.
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I am legitimately disturbed. Or rather, he is disturbed. The engineer sounds like a Grade-A schmuck. What is it that possesses you to talk so much to the engineer lately? I don't say that as an accusation, but as a serious question you should ask yourself. Then again, I only know a small part of the overall story, little snippets that I pick up on by these tumblr excerpts you post, so maybe there is more to it. The realization that he misses you SHOULD make you feel good, but don't mistake that for a continuation of your feelings for him if that isn't the case.
Anyway, I got one of these tumblrs. Then quickly realized I was in the minority in a site occupied by 97% women. Yikes.